Countless thoughts from year 9 part 1

You left me. I loved you. We had so many memories together. I know it's for the best but it's not ok. I think of you. I think of you every day. In silence and in laughter. You were my first, no one can take that away from you. We were always so good together, you know. Remember the memories, the laughter, and the sadness. I think of you now. But I never think of you out loud because you left in the darkness.