I think I'm terrified of writing
on this platform, I mean.
I have so much to tell you but who's going to be there to pick me up
like last time
because I don't have that person anymore.
and it really sucks because I feel like I was more than myself when I was writing to you,
to whoever stumbled upon these inconsequential ramblings of mine.
I guess I just feel like
if I were to fall again, I wouldn't be able to get back up again
or at least, I wouldn't want to.
