How I'm Gonna Get Better - 2016 Edition

Spend money. Change my hairstyle. Sell my old clothes and pursue a new style with the money I get from it. Be stronger. More patient. Get drunk when I want to, just not every weekend. Wake up early. Take cold baths. Exercise more. Write more. Find a friend who's willing to listen to you, like truly listen. Be interested in your studies. Read. Put in more effort into your hobbies. Then write some more. Get those damn piercings. Get that tattoo. Let it reflect your victories during your darkness days. Have a bubble bath. Adore your body. Book flights for next summer. Make new memories with friends. Write it all down. Cry. Feel that anticipation for uni. Then when you get there, feel homesick. Enjoy the silence. Enjoy being alone. Find joy in drinking tea. Feel smart at school and don't let anyone tell you any different. Spend some weekends alone. Capture lots of pictures. Pick up your lost sports. Take up new sports. Like yoga. Meditation. Buy overpriced food every once in a while. Learn to be with yourself.