Paul Walker - Brian O'Conner

Quiet In My Town - Civil Twilight

They say that when you first hear of death, it hits you like a ton of bricks

It almost seems like the impossible is suddenly possible and it's staying there

Though the death of a loved one hurts more than anything

When they leave; they leave a black hole within you that begins to consume everything you've got left 

The death of Paul Walker was a shock to everyone; his loved ones and his fans

But then again so is every death that occurs, we never think twice about what's going to happen after that because all we think about is how we've lost ourselves

We lose ourselves when we lose a loved one, we blame ourselves for not being able to stop it

Death is apart of our life cycle; it's apart of everything living thing's life cycle

However, we feel like we have it worse as we go through different stages of grieving

  It's so unfortunate that we too start to think about not being here but being with the lost ones

Though it breaks the Creator's heart even more to witness his creation in pain and sorrow

Death is apart of life, it's the part that no matter how much it happens we'll never learn how to control it

But that's fine because you're allowed to cry for as many days as you want, eat a tub of ice cream with the whole family and friends

But what you're not allowed to do is feel like you're the only victim because darling, everyone around you is also a victim

Paul Walker - Honestly I've run out of words to say when it comes to death because everyone grieves differently and the words that I write happen out of remorse and angry

But for you, Walker, these are out of love, remorse and happiness because you were an absolute legend with fair skin, great hair and an exceptional smile 

I found out about your departure when I woke up, I woke up to Rihanna's Instagram breaking your news to me

I thought it was a lie. The first stage grieving - Denial  

I can't say that you've gone too soon but I can say that there's no way that anyone's gonna forget you

Though you played the good guy in Fast & Furious, don't forget you were also an idiot for pretending with Dom about not being a cop

But you know that's what made us love you more because you convinced him perfectly well and he believed you, but this he won't believe because you two were family

No matter how much we try to convince ourselves that we are immune to death's aftermaths, we are wrong

Death is the worst thing that can happen to any living or dormant thing

But you did leave too soon! 

And it's tragic because we still had so much to ask you...

You were a gorgeous, exceptional Virgo.

Paul Walker

September 12, 1973 - November 30, 2013

"If one day the speed kills me, do not cry because I was smiling." P. Walker