No New Friends

I used to think the world was against me

Wore a cold heartless expression upon my face

The fact that my outfits weren't great nor fashionable either said a lot

I wasn't always like this, I was simply forced to become this person

With people always lying and leaving, you lose focus and trust

The point of living suddenly evolves into a mystery 

And you're left in the blazing desert to search for the answer

You lose and gain friends, but the hole within you deepens with every loss

The ones that you gain, you must now learn to attach yourself to them

To avoid the past from repeating itself, you take every opportunity thrown your way

Sadly, it doesn't work out and that's another life to wave goodbye to

They may label you as a heinous bitch, but ignore them; you've been through enough

Go on and live your life, those who label you are the ones that will come crawling back to you

To the friends that have stayed with you throughout the ups and downs of life

"Cheers to them" 

These are the kind of challenges, the Creator throws at you to see whether you can handle it

You will have days when you feeling like giving up and locking yourself up and crying

But darling, don't give into the failures; you are so much better than all of them

When you look around you and see what great company surrounds you, be grateful

Because the heinous bitch got through it all with the support people around her

Same old friends, no new friends; same old troubles along with new ones

It's only because people like us have seen a lot and know what lies behind it

We can't go around making new friends because we can't bail on the old ones

 That's just how we live our lives, we get names like that because of 

Our attitude, the way we dress and the crowds we hand with, no new friends

Just old friends