Forgotten Misft: 2013 3ULOGY

Tuesday, 31 December 2013

2013 3ULOGY

India

So as 2013 is coming a draw and I've seen several of my friends make a 16-second video about some of their most memorable moments of this year. While some have written eulogies (which I think I'm doing...) I wanted to make some random remarks about 2013 and what I will or might do for 2014. This is totally honest, so if you disagree; feel free to do so.

London

2013 has been an alright year, as so have the rest of they years before it. I mean when I'm told, to sum up, my year; I will often use words such as these: Shit, Crap, seriously F'ed Up!, Alright, could have been Better, Great... Why? Because I have this conspiracy that there will always be a good and bad side to every year, just like there's Good and Evil in the world. Therefore I don't like giving myself hope that things will be better even if I do believe that but somehow fail to believe it as well.

Moscow

When it comes to me, I'm seriously a hard person to comprehend. I don't like pitying myself about stuff like life is rough and the world is against me because everyone feels like that once in a while. I'm just me. I'm a typical person. I'm just like everyone else. There are so many things that I want to leave in the past because 2013 has been somewhat of a crappy year. I've lost and gained like everyone else in the world. I've loved and failed like everyone else. Therefore shutting people out because I've come to believe that being open and vulnerable is stupid advice people give you, just to hurt you.

Malaysia

So there you go. That's my summary for 2013. As the year has passed, I have come to realize that there were some good times and bad times. However I'm not one to dwell on the past because I know from first hand what that can do to you, I'm slowly trying to recover from all the heartaches that 2013 has caused and it will be better soon. I promise.