Paul Walker - Brian O'Conner

Quiet In My Town - Civil Twilight

They say that when you first hear of death, it hits you like a ton of bricks

It almost seems like the impossible is suddenly possible and it's staying there

Though the death of a loved one hurts more than anything

When they leave; they leave a black hole within you that begins to consume everything you've got left 

The death of Paul Walker was a shock to everyone; his loved ones and his fans

But then again so is every death that occurs, we never think twice about what's going to happen after that because all we think about is how we've lost ourselves

We lose ourselves when we lose a loved one, we blame ourselves for not being able to stop it

Death is apart of our life cycle; it's apart of everything living thing's life cycle

However, we feel like we have it worse as we go through different stages of grieving

  It's so unfortunate that we too start to think about not being here but being with the lost ones

Though it breaks the Creator's heart even more to witness his creation in pain and sorrow

Death is apart of life, it's the part that no matter how much it happens we'll never learn how to control it

But that's fine because you're allowed to cry for as many days as you want, eat a tub of ice cream with the whole family and friends

But what you're not allowed to do is feel like you're the only victim because darling, everyone around you is also a victim

Paul Walker - Honestly I've run out of words to say when it comes to death because everyone grieves differently and the words that I write happen out of remorse and angry

But for you, Walker, these are out of love, remorse and happiness because you were an absolute legend with fair skin, great hair and an exceptional smile 

I found out about your departure when I woke up, I woke up to Rihanna's Instagram breaking your news to me

I thought it was a lie. The first stage grieving - Denial  

I can't say that you've gone too soon but I can say that there's no way that anyone's gonna forget you

Though you played the good guy in Fast & Furious, don't forget you were also an idiot for pretending with Dom about not being a cop

But you know that's what made us love you more because you convinced him perfectly well and he believed you, but this he won't believe because you two were family

No matter how much we try to convince ourselves that we are immune to death's aftermaths, we are wrong

Death is the worst thing that can happen to any living or dormant thing

But you did leave too soon! 

And it's tragic because we still had so much to ask you...

You were a gorgeous, exceptional Virgo.

Paul Walker

September 12, 1973 - November 30, 2013

"If one day the speed kills me, do not cry because I was smiling." P. Walker 

The Hunger Games Trilogy

OMG Suzanne Collins is truly an impeccable writer. The Hunger Games Trilogy have to some of the best books written in the last decade! Now I've read a few books the past weeks and I have discovered some incredible authors but today is all about Suzanne.

So yesterday I went to the cinema to watch Catching Fire (second book in the trilogy) and oh my gosh; fantastic everything! From the beginning to end. I'm not one to say that the second is better than first because I've read all three books and they are all extremely intriguing and seriously captivating.

I can't say anything more as I don't trust myself because I'm afraid that I'll reveal too much. But I strongly recommend that you read The Hunger Games Trilogy as well as watch the first two movies. The books are definitely worth reading because when Suzanne Collins' pen touched the paper, it created something truly unique that will go on to inspire others to do the same.

Here are the first two trailers:

The Hunger Games 2012

The Hunger Games: Catching Fire 2013

The Hunger Games: Mockingjay Part 1 will be out in 2014. So stayed tuned and May The Odds Be Ever In Your Favor. 

Post 16

Ughhh... growing up can be a struggle but who am I to say that. I'm loved. I'm sheltered. I'm provided for. Does that mean I can share my thoughts about post 16? Sure I can. Well here goes... I don't wanna grow up! I wanna go to Neverland and live with Peter Pan. It's exhausting looking and filling forms for sixth forms or colleges. Matter of fact, the options that I choose for the next two years; probably won't be what degree I choose for the university. I may not even go university, I mean I don't have (I kinda of have to) but I need to. Mainly because my mum wants what's best for me but want I'm saying is what I'm doing now isn't what I'm going to be in 4 years time let alone 10 years time because I don't know I'm want to so. For the moment, I'm just going to live in the present and enjoy it. There's only so much that I can do to make everyone happy.

Btw I have less than 7 months left of secondary school. Filled with exams and revision, my mum has stripped me of a social life. And I don't disagree because, after those dreadful months, I will have 3 months of summer holidays to have fun.

Go where you wanna study for the next two years. Pick the subjects that you love but know will make you cry in the term because of how difficult they are but you'll find a way around them. Make new friends that will last a lifetime but don't forget the old ones. 

50 Years Since JFK

There's no one or nowhere that you can go and people don't know the initials JFK

Why? Because those are the initials are of someone great

Someone who dared to be different when everyone else refused

He was a hero to his nation and many

Though he was also a womanizer to some (I hope I don't get in trouble for saying that)

There are a few wrongs that JFK did

It's unfair that he didn't live long enough to witness his influence take change upon the world

The world still filled with shock and sadness

I watched his video today along with my class

I'm not one for watched horrific deaths and this is one that will haunt my dreams for years to come

Why do all the great leaders have to go before their time?

We are still haunted by his memories as we refuse to bury them because there's too much good in what he left us with

The fatal flaw that altered history 

There are so many things to say about JFK

But not enough time to say them in, in a way for those who didn't know him but still loved him

I'll tell you something...

He was a President of a great nation, living like a child who had put his childish ways behind him

I know some people are heartless as they don't value other's lives

There's no doubt that this guy touched your hearts because you must have felt something when we lost him

Don't think of JFK and think about his flaws; think of his greatness

Think of him as he's still alive, more than he was and he will always be

Because that man changed the way we see each other right now

JFK ---> Energy, Optimism, Hope; it's the belief that a nation can accomplish anything

"There's a plot in this country to enslave every man, woman, and child. Before I leave this high and noble office, I intend to expose this plot." JFK - 7 days before his assassination 

Remembering JFK 

May 29, 1917 - November 22, 1963

CrazySexyCool: The TLC Story

Lil Mama on the left, Keke Palmer in the middle and Drew Sidora on the right

I recently watched a film documentary about one of my all time favourite girl trio ---> TLC and it was unbelievably surreal! The documentary was based on how the girls came to be the ultimate girl group and the difficulties they faced throughout their journey.  

Cast:

1. Keke Palmer as Rozonda Thomas aka Chilli
2. Niatia Kirkland aka Lil Mama as Lisa Lopes aka Left-Eye
3. Drew Sidora as Tionne Watkins aka T-Bonz
4. Rochelle Aytes as Perri Reid aka Pebbles
5. Evan Ross as Dallas Austin
6. Carl Anthony Payne II as Antonio 'L.A' Reid
7. Shaun Clay as Sean Combs aka Puffy 

 This was an excellent cast. The fact that the actors played their roles so well made me fall in love with TLC and their music all over again. Kept at their roots, knowing where they were headed. Independent. Headstrong. Loyal. I wish to be these things one day because if they could do it then I can. Then everyone else can. 

Therefore this post is to say 'Thanks' to TLC for the music that they've presented to us because it will be here forever. They were 'MTB-Meant To Be' and in that result; they put together some implausible beats that they shared with us forever changing the world of music. There's more to come about TLC from me but what I really think you should do now is go watch this film. Seriously UNMISSABLE! It has definitely made its way into my favourite movies.

Crazy Sexy Cool: TLC Story

Original TLC group. Tionne in yellow, Lisa in blue and Rozonda in red.

"Goodbye goodbye to all the fake people in my life, never wanted you around me so be on your way now. You better think twice before you let people in your life. When things are going down and no one is around, you, you got a case of the fake people." - Case Of The Fake People 

   

Try Out Experiment

You come upon alot of things whilst messing around on the internet. Here's a little that I nicked from JacksGap.com. I dare you to pretend sleep on the subway and fall asleep on a stranger's shoulder. See whether they'll allow it or not. This is a little experiment to see if the human race still possess a hint of humanity towards each other. 

It's so marvelous how one picture can spark a whole movement. 

Sleeping On Strangers On The Subway - Charidy

Remembrance Day

It's like we'll never stop 

Never stop enduring heartache, suffering, and death

But there's a silver lining in all that, you see

We are provided with love, the greatest thing of all and we take it for granted

We've lost and gained so much but today trumps everything the world has ever faced

Today is the day that we reminisce about the heroes that are finally asleep

So let's have no sorrow nor tears but hearts filled with joy and gratitude

We humans are known for pondering about the negative rather than the positive

 However, you get no decisions today because it's not your day

They gave their lives so that we might live

They have marked themselves amongst the stars to watch over us

As we have marked ourselves upon the earth to remember them

But see little ones, we've all been on the sphere for too long and you know it's true

We've seen the sun come out to play and go to sleep, stayed out past our curfew to feel the night breeze

On this day, fearless soldiers lined up for us for freedom and pride

 But not all of them came back to us 

And the ones who returned to us...were...

The fallen lie peacefully in those Flanders fields 

Witnessing one of Mother Nature's greatest gift, red poppies grew for them

They didn't want them to be forgotten, so we remember them now

For that we shall not break our faith in them, we give them a minute of silence

Mother Nature is their security blanket now, shielding them from the cold with the poppies

Dear nation or world, we've bounced back from far worse but not this because we haven't fully healed yet

We've been taught to love and now they lie

For we know where we came from and where we are headed, so what reason is there to fear

For the poppies that grow now will grow for years to come as they are a sign for those valiant comrades 

We've have been taught to love and now they lie

In the Flanders fields protected by the poppies, safely they lie

It's the Eleventh day 

Of the Eleventh month

Of the Eleventh hour

Liverpool FC vs Fulham

Relentlessness Reds at Anfield 

It's been ages since I last updated you guys about football, however, yesterday was a day for  us reds to celebrate as we managed to thrash Fulham 4-0. It's without a doubt that Fulham is a great team but perhaps yesterday just wasn't their day, giving us a chance to fight against Arsenal for the top spot on the table. So football fans, keep a watch out for the Man United vs Arsenal match today at 16:10 in 24hour or 4:10 in 12hour clock.

Here are a few pictures that I stole off the Liverpool FC facebook page.

Simply the boss -  Brendan Rodgers

Luis is truly something special

Match points

Skrtel has been amazing since he came

We are ONE

Sturridge is one in a million

You'll never walk alone

Cissokho ----> Enrique

Luis ----> Steven

Forever & Always

Repost 4 Tomorrow

Fighting for freedom is the fall of a valiant soldier

Striving for hope is the laughter of the people 

Stay calm, don't panic soldier

Think of what you were taught, you are too young to die

Along the way, we lost ourselves, but we still had you

Protected from extinction, but no one to protect you

There's discipline in you, because of the walk you walk

There's honour in you, because of the way you talk

Although we don't always show our appreciation, we're here now

To make up for the times we've missed

We worry about making the same mistakes as the ones in history

We worry about the loved ones you've left behind

You spend hours, in the battlefield; where innocent blood is shed

War is grief and all involved must pay the price

When you don't return, we die alone but several times inside

In the battlefield, you bear visible scars but no tears fall

We look at you but never really know the terrible things you have endured

Life and death were apart of your decisions

The life you lived and the lessons you learned built a strong foundation

For you and the respect you've earned 

We are in debt to you and the fallen, you've saved us and now it's our turn.

 R.I.P Fallen Soldiers. 

dedicated to all the soldiers the world has lost fighting for peace and equality.

Written 02/12/12 

 "Wars come and go, but my soldiers are eternal." Tupac

"The connection between dress and war is not far to seek; your finest clothes are those you wear as soldiers." Virginia Woolf

Can't Get Bored Of Them Songs

Black Boys - Bahsy

All I have - LL Cool J ft Jennifer Lopez

Thong Song - Sisqo

So Yesterday - Hilary Duff

Mo Money Mo Problems - Notorious B.I.G

Hope - Twista ft Faith Evans

The Way - Ariana Grande ft Mac Miller

Same Love - Macklemore ft Ryan Lewis

Stepped On My  J'z - Nelly ft Ciara & Jermaine Dupri

Miss Me - Mohombi ft Nelly

Kids React TO Gay Marriage

So a lot of us have been more than happy to support the Gay Marriage Movement but what I think really matters the most is how the future generation perceives the whole idea of a boy and a boy and a girl and a girl marrying each other. And what better way than to put the question forward to TheFineBros and let them ask their people. 

So here's The Kids React To Gay Marriage. And if you ever happen to come to me and ask whether I'm for gay marriage... well I don't think I'll have to reply because of the fact that I'm posting this shows my answer. Enjoy readers :)

Kids React to Gay Marriage

"I support gay marriage. I believe they have a right to be as miserable as the rest of us." Kinky Friedman 

Insane Miley Cyrus ft Mumford & Sons Mash-up

So you know there's this little, big website that everyone watches music videos on... Well, I was bouncing around it when I came across this mind-blowing video by a channel called Isosine. And the point of the channel is creating epic mash-ups and I absolutely loved this one and I hope you all do as well :) I think people have lost sight of how talented they can be.

The Sickest Of Albums For Me Right Now

Number 1 is of course, Jimi Hendrix's People, Hell and Angels released March 5, 2013. He's one of my all time favourite musician and he has a nice afro!

I'm an absolute devoted Jack Johnson fan. I can listen to any of his albums and they will help me get through whatever mood I'm in. So I suggest that you grab this. 

Aloe has definitely made a name for himself since entering the music business and his music is to die for, I say. Plus you gotta love his cover, it's pretty sick!