2013 3ULOGY

India

So as 2013 is coming a draw and I've seen several of my friends make a 16-second video about some of their most memorable moments of this year. While some have written eulogies (which I think I'm doing...) I wanted to make some random remarks about 2013 and what I will or might do for 2014. This is totally honest, so if you disagree; feel free to do so. 

London

2013 has been an alright year, as so have the rest of they years before it. I mean when I'm told, to sum up, my year; I will often use words such as these: Shit, Crap, seriously F'ed Up!, Alright, could have been Better, Great... Why? Because I have this conspiracy that there will always be a good and bad side to every year, just like there's Good and Evil in the world. Therefore I don't like giving myself hope that things will be better even if I do believe that but somehow fail to believe it as well.

Moscow

When it comes to me, I'm seriously a hard person to comprehend. I don't like pitying myself about stuff like life is rough and the world is against me because everyone feels like that once in a while. I'm just me. I'm a typical person. I'm just like everyone else. There are so many things that I want to leave in the past because 2013 has been somewhat of a crappy year. I've lost and gained like everyone else in the world. I've loved and failed like everyone else. Therefore shutting people out because I've come to believe that being open and vulnerable is stupid advice people give you, just to hurt you. 

Malaysia

So there you go. That's my summary for 2013. As the year has passed, I have come to realize that there were some good times and bad times. However I'm not one to dwell on the past because I know from first hand what that can do to you, I'm slowly trying to recover from all the heartaches that 2013 has caused and it will be better soon. I promise. 

Hong Kong

As well for 2014, I don't have much to say but a few words.

Japan

"I'm doin' whatever the fuck I wanna do this year." Asap Rocky

Australia 

"If there's something on my mind, speak it. I got a big mouth. I can't help it. I talk from my heart. I'm real." Tupac

New Zealand

I'm immune to this whole new year, new me bullshit.

South Korea

It's The End As We Know It

2013 is officially coming to a close. And while it's delivered some great things and lost some great people, we have also learned lots of new things that we will hopefully take into 2014. 

4 things that I'm thankful for:

1. God. For everything and every day! 
2. My friends and family for their continuous support throughout every step of the way
3. The new people that have come into my life and hopeful their presence will affect me positively 
4. The future. Though I have no idea what's in front of me, I'm thankful that I'm able to have something to aim for.

2 things I'm living in the past: 

1. The  people that have made no difference in my life except put me down and judge me
2. The PAST...

4 things I'm looking forward to in 2014:

1. Turning 17 :) 
2. Finishing high school 
3. Making new relationships
4. Having fun even more and growing as a person, daughter, sister, friend etc

EMBRACE 

N.I.G.G.A.Z

So it's last day on earth and you're asked, "who are the last two artists you want to listen to before the aliens invade?" (That's if there's another form of life other than us!)  Don't blame me for having an overactive imagination, so who are the last two artists you'd listen to. 

TUPAC SHAKUR 

California Love 

Coachella 2012 

Hit Em Up

Only God Can Judge Me

JIMI HENDRIX

Foxey Lady

Hey Joe

Angel

All Along The Watchtower

                         .              Who did you choose? I chose Tupac and Hendrix because I feel like their music is able to explain my every emotion, no matter what mood I'm in. These are artists that I constantly look for inspiration when it comes to my music and they do help. It's a tragedy that I'll never get to meet them.

Je Suis Désolé

I'm yours and you know it. We tried and failed. We should've seen it coming but we didn't. I'm sorry for this. I'm really am. I know that we are used to telling each other everything. We love challenging each other because it brings out the best in us. But we've slipped through each other's fingers and we aren't in sync anymore. I will miss you.  

I'm afraid that once I let go, I'll never be able to find you causing me to lose myself. I'm afraid that once we go our separate ways, I'll be alone again which will destroy me completely.

Homeroot Music --> Uganda, Africa

I'm don't think that I speak much about my roots but I definitely enjoy blasting out the music! So I thought I would invite you in a bit and share a bit on me with you; which will come more in 2014 as well. 

Badilisha - Dr Jose Chameleon

Biriba Bitya - Pastor Wilson Bugembe

 Twakutegede - Eagles Productions

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"I detest racialism, because I regard it as a barbaric thing, whether it comes from a black man or a white man." N. Mandela

If I could do anything you know that I would, but this is just too much for words

Of all people that have left us this year, I always thought that you'd never go

You'd live plentiful years to watch your nations prosperous 

To sum up this year, I say that this year has been crap!

We have lost so many great people but your loss has been the greatest

And you know what? 

I'm sick of this! I'm tired of writing all these goodbye letters because we were not ready to let you go! 

The world has lost a son, brother, father but mostly a Leader

You've done so much for us and I hope we made you proud in return because we've had the utter most respect for you unlike anyone else

People such as you are incredibly rare in a world like this

But I know that you're now at peace and even better;

You're home with your creator but you have left us in heartache

Nelson, you held one of the world's most inspirational stories 

It doesn't matter what happens from on here because you have left a supreme legacy behind

It has no wrongs nor room for improvement because you gave your life for the unknowns

You no longer belong to us.

You belong to the ages as the children that come after us will be touched by you and live on to tell their generation

You are our liberator, our own son, father and rescuer 

You lived a simple life but carried our sufferings along with you

Educated us on what was right and what was wrong, though we should have known better

We will never truly comprehend the level of strength that it took you to endure many of your years 

You stood for justice and honour

Nothing more, nothing less

We have lost a great soul and for a minute we saw that we had lost a great light 

Of course, we knew that your time was coming, but there were so many signs of hope that we didn't want to believe that it would be this soon

You're being a Freedom fighter, Prisoner, President, and a Global Icon

I'm sure that no one can imagine their life without the example that you've set

You were never one for wanting anything in return

Maybe that's why this hurts even more

God saw that your time with us was done, though we may not agree with it now; we'll learn to come to terms with it

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You are gone but will never be forgotten

"There is no easy walk to freedom anywhere, and many of us will have to pass through the valley of the shadow of death again and again before we reach the mountaintop of our desires." N. Mandela 

18 July 1918 - 5 December 2013