E.S.

i am having a tough time. 

and i have found that whenever i am going through something big, impossible or difficult, writing to you makes me feel better. it makes me feel like we are still friends, even though we are not. but i don't care. 

even if it's just a few words, like this. 

i know that this is something that can never be taken from me, from us. and even if you may never receive these weirdly crafted and thought letters, i hope you know how much you still mean to me. because regardless of the fact, that you stopped being my friend...i want you to know that you never stopped being mine.

well, that all i have for now. 
i am feeling a lot better now. 

thanks, i guess