i was thinking about this recently and in a way, I think I have come to hate you.
because you have ruined so much for me.
friendships. trust. love.
i tried so hard... not to hate you, believe me, i did but i lost.
because i think that if i truly want to stop - i have to hate you, in some way.
because its too hard.
and since i was the one who started it, then it's only fair that I should be the one to stop it.
