2014 GCSES

So according to my school, I'm officially in Year 11. Meaning that my friends and I are the top of the school and can boss the little ones around. (But we won't cause we love them.) Anyway, I thought I'd share with you lot what the options I chose for my GCSEs and whether or not I regret choosing them. Maybe after, I can give my true thought on GCSEs as well.

I was given four choices and this is what I spent them on:  

1. Music - I'm obsessed with music as you all know, so I thought that music as a GCSE was a great option and nothing could go wrong. Boy, was I wrong! I'm doing my first composition as well as my solo performance piece and with the composition; I always thought artists get writers' blocks after writing one great hit but I haven't even got one single verse on my piece of paper. So unfortunately right now, MUSIC I loathe you!
2. PE - I was raised in a family, where my siblings did sports. So I decided to take some up. However, the only reason I chose PE is because I thought it was all practical. Again I was proven to be incorrect and apparently the hardest piece in PE GCSE is the coursework. I understand nothing but my teacher thinks I have potential, so thanks?
3. History - My problem with history is minor. I just can't figure out why everything vanishes out of my head when I open the exam paper. It's rather unfair! 
4. French - Je ne pas detéste Francais. Je n'aime pas la professeur. Cependant nous avons un nouveau et j'espére ils sont mieux que la dernière.

Obviously, I have to take the compulsory subjects as well which include: Science, Maths, English (Language and Literature), Citizenship, RE. So I guess what I'm trying to say is that I have no problem doing all these subjects. The problem is that every one of these teachers and parents has so much that they expect us in each specific lesson and sometimes it just gets too much. I can see why they do it, not only because it's our last year but because they want something good for us. 

I'm not sure what's wrong with me. I should be taking school and life seriously but I guess I have a problem with taking certain situations too seriously. I guess I'm at my best when I pretend that school and life are merely an illusion. If you understand this, can you please explain it to me, my mum and teachers! I'm not ignoring them. I just don't want to live life the way they want me to live it. 

2014 = EXAM YEAR FOR SYD GIRLS.